October 2011
3 posts
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September 2011
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July 2011
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March 2011
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October 2010
1 post
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September 2010
2 posts
holy shit balls
i so torn and confused and don’t know WHAT the frick to do.
my mind is torn, my heart is torn, and there is no one thing that seems completely obvious to mean as it should. just please tell me…
yes? or no?
wrong? or right?
this way? or that way?
positive? or negative?
WHAT?!
uh.
May 2010
1 post
sorry kids.
so it’s been like 7 weeks since i last logged on here, and i apologize for my absence.
not a lot going on these days though. online classes, work, and social life.
the only suckyness these days seems to be the weight and pressure of needing a date for all the weddings i will be in attendance to this summer…i say fuck it. i’m goin alone. and will make new friends lol. i...
March 2010
20 posts
Great Weekend =]
for the first time in a while, i feel great.
i had a successful weekend of socializing with those i care for, and in a variety.
yes, i have my staple friends, who doesn’t? but i also included those that don’t frequent my time, which i loved :)
watched some rugby. saw some dancing. went to a comedy club. watched a crap ton of movies. got little-to-no sleep. cleaned my room/hallway...
survey says!...
FIVE things you wish you could say to FIVE different people right now:
I am so happy we’re friends.
You’re not as amazing as you think you are…
I think I really like you…which is odd it being so soon.
Your loss, so suck it.
You & I will be bestest friends no matter where you go.
TEN things about yourself:
I LOVE the color Green.
I apparently have Scoliosis.
I...
FUCK.
and tonight was going so well. fuck you moodle for screwing up that god-forsaken midterm quiz i was taking.
i am now going to bed pissed as hell.
fuck.
tonight was good :o)
forgot what a legit date was like.
i like them.
yay me !
La Roux - Bulletproof
Been there done that messed around
I'm having fun don't put me down
I'll never let you sweep me off my feet
I won't let you in again
The messages I tried to send
My information's just not going in
Burning bridges shore to shore
I break away from something more
I'm not turned on to love
Until it's cheap
Been there done that messed around
I'm having fun don't put me down
I'll never let you sweep...
today was better than yesterday.
but i still have a looong way to go..as far as talking to people and digging deep within myself to figure me out…
it hurts.
it hurts so bad.
such a strange time.
a confusing time.
a time of growth,
redefining,
searching,
discovery,
and so much more.
i wish i could simply fast forward.
move on to the happier chapters.
i hate these parts.
the reality checks.
the forcing of one’s self out of the comfort zone.
i thought i was going to be safe from this for a good while.
but yet i find myself in this...
February 2010
35 posts
goodnight.
it has been wild these past 30 or so hours…gonna sleep now (more like a nap)..and get up at 4:45 to leave around 5 to get to St. Louis, MO. Praises Jesus for this weekend getaway, the miraculous funds coming through for it, and my girl Trista joining me.
IM FREE!!!
i think i should be feeling differently about this...
so needless to say this is a odd thing to deal with.
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i pretty much desire owning all of the socks and...
